why are you crying?
because of you.
and the real answer was
because I love you.
that morning
we kissed each other,
we scratched each other,
we fucked each other,
we hurt each other.
and we felt anger,
melancholia, and a terrible
but deep desire.
we fucked without tenderness:
with my tongue in your back
running through a maze,
with my fingers inside you
like demons drilling into heaven.
that morning
knowing that destiny
would find us another day
face to face,
we wept in silence
because we had already,
destroyed each other,
completely.
“Like demons drilling into heaven”. I have already felt like that.
You are really amazing. :*